"The time I miss a raid because of a headache is when I am too busy puking my guts out" I think that's what I said to Arpegius when she asked me how my headache was prior to raid (I had psted her about it prior). Granted, I was selfish. I didn't just step out of the raid. But then again, I didn't really trust the person who was taking my place so no one can blame me really.
I've had this stupid headache on and off hours at a time since Sunday morning. It sucks major balls. Sometimes I can't even tell anymore, whether it's cluster headaches, migraine attacks or allergies. In the past few days, I think I've tried enough aspirin, ibuprofen and allergy medicine to kill ten horses. God help my liver.
"If you want things done right, do it yourself" That's my motto at work... and I guess it seeps in when it comes to the game sometimes. I don't know, maybe it's just me. I've always been a good camper, even at work and when I was in school. I complained A LOT if I am in pain, but I usually get my work done. I do use it as an excuse to buy me time or a little sympathy, so people won't nag on me as much when I can only give 95% instead of a 110%.
As much as I had wanted to pour my heart and soul into the Sindragossa attempts, I hate to admit it but I fucked up big time today. Like MAJOR big time. I kept doing stupid shit, I got frost bombed on the wrong side... Even my HPS was horrible, at least compared to yesterday's. GAH!!! I guess that makes me a hypocrite. (It seriously took me one whole minute to spell the word HYPOCRITE, that's how bad my headache is!!!) With what I wrote last night... yeah, I think I was the {douchebag} today.
I honestly don't have any reason to die when I did. Maybe I stood a millimeter too close to the side where the Frost Bomb dropped. Although I had turned my POV to the correct end before I got pulled in by Sindragossa and walked straight, I still died. Maybe I am just goddamn unlucky today. I don't know, I HONESTLY HAVE NO ANSWER FOR ANYONE. I did everything as correct as I possibly can. Probably not perfect, but I honestly have no regrets on my performance tonight. I did what I could to the best of my abilities with whatever the hell is wrong with my head atm.
I wish I could change the fact that we didn't down the stupid dragon. I wish we did. Actually, I wish we did last night so tonight would've been easy for me to sit out tonight because I'm not feeling too well. /sigh.
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